Sometimes, we stand before the mirror of our souls and feel like we’re staring at a stranger’s face.
These moments when we feel disconnected from ourselves aren’t signs of weakness, but rather part of our ongoing journey of self-discovery. Humans are complex beings, shaped by memories, emotions, experiences, and aspirations. Over time, as circumstances change, we may find ourselves drifting away from what we once believed to be “us.”
Reasons Behind Feeling Estranged from Oneself
According to Verywell Mind, here are some of the main causes:
Psychological Causes:
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Inner Illusion: Sometimes we think we clearly know our thoughts and feelings, but often we reconstruct our self-understanding based on assumptions rather than true awareness.
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Cognitive Biases and Distortions: These cloud our self-perception.
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Actor-Observer Effect: We attribute our actions to external circumstances, while others see them as reflections of our personality.
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Self-Protective Bias: We justify our mistakes to preserve a positive self-image, which can block recognizing our flaws.
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Lack of Constructive Criticism: Without honest feedback from others, our self-awareness remains limited and one-dimensional.
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Adaptive Unconscious: Much of our decisions and feelings come from the unconscious, making complete self-knowledge an elusive ideal.
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Early Life Roots: Childhood experiences such as neglect or trauma can hinder forming a cohesive identity. Defense mechanisms like denial or projection can further block conscious self-recognition.
Social and Behavioral Causes:
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Multiple Identities: We play many roles in life (parent, employee, friend…), and conflicts among these roles can blur our sense of a true self.
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Social Pressure: Constantly trying to meet others’ expectations may lead us to live a version of ourselves designed to please society rather than reflect who we truly are.
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Disconnection Between Thoughts and Actions: When our beliefs clash with our behavior, inner fragmentation and loss of psychological coherence occur.
What Can We Do? How to Start Understanding Ourselves?
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Accept Uncertainty:Recognizing that we don’t fully know ourselves frees us from the pressure to have a fixed personality. Our identity is fluid and evolving.
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Observe Behavior, Not Just Thoughts:Studies by Timothy Wilson recommend monitoring our behavior (for example, by recording ourselves) since actions reveal more truth about us than internal thoughts.
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Self-Acceptance and Compassion:Experts like Lisa Firestone and Kristin Neff emphasize cultivating self-compassion rather than harsh self-judgment, fostering a kinder and more honest relationship with ourselves.
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Seek Objective Feedback:Whether from close friends, family, or professionals, constructive feedback helps uncover hidden strengths and weaknesses.
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Explore Through Therapy and Reflection:Dialectical behavior therapy can help those with identity struggles. Practices like meditation, journaling, or career coaching assist in clarifying our self-concept.
Sometimes we feel lost because our identity is shaped by layers of defense mechanisms, unconscious influences, culture, and trauma. But with methodical self-observation, acceptance, constructive critique, and self-compassion, we can get closer to understanding our true selves — keeping in mind it’s a lifelong journey, not a fixed destination.
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